Sunday, May 17, 2009

Tweak

Listening to: Try Honesty - Billy Talent
Feeling: Relaxed


Hello [insert reader's name here]
I'm new to this. But i feel compelled to make one.
I could go through all the introductions as to who i am but anyone who reads this probably already knows.
I'll start off with something easy.
I just finished reading Tweak by Nic Sheff.
Probably the most amazing, real book I've ever read.
I've never felt so much emotion from one story. And the fact that it's a true story makes the emotions even more real.
I don't want to give it away because I honestly want everyone to read his story.
It's about his life as a drug addict.
Just to give you a heads up, 75% of the books I've read and will ever read are about drugs. Or at least anything that seems realistic. I'm not too into fantasy, or comedy, or romance.
But there's something about drugs, the hell, yet new life it brings to the user.
It's fascinating.
I sound like a drug addict.
Physically, I've never even seen a drug in my life.
But mentally, I'm addicted to it, if that makes any sense.
I'll read books on drugs, watch movies about it, but I'd never try it. I just know better.
But it's all too fascinating how terrible drugs are, but every book I've read that has a drug user in it, they've described it as the greatest feeling in the world. It's crazy how drugs bring darkness and light at the same time.
Not that i would know first hand.
So to end this, I encourage you to read this amazing memoir.

Enough of that.
Hopefully this blog will help my inability to handle emotions.
Or express them.
I don't really care if no one reads my blogs. It's just a way to be honest with myself, and with anyone who cares to read.
And with that, I'm hungry. Time to eat.

Embrace life.
Embrace love.
Peace.

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