Okay you're a goon but what's a goon to a goblin?

Listening to: Nothing
Feeling: Hungry

Hello readers.
Long time no talk.
I really haven't had any reason to blog lately. Which I would say is a good thing since everytime I blog it's about something depressing.
I don't realy have anything useful to say in this post either.
I guess I'll just update you on what's been going on since I last posted..
Let's see...
It's 2010..how about that.
uhhm..I finally got a new phone..
Hmmm...that's pretty much it.
My life is as boring as ever.
But I'm not complaining.
I'm really happy with the way things are going in my life.
I feel mentally stable, it feels good.
I also see myself acting more of who I am..if that makes sense.
I'm no longer doing what everyone else expects me to do, you know? Like Everyone expects me to hang out with my friends all the time. And please don't get me wrong, I love them to death, and I love being around them. But to be honest, I'm not really too close with all of them. And I know a majority of them are going to read this, and they honestly can't deny it. Yes we have fun together, yes we love each other. But I can't say i can talk to every single one of them about my life and my feelings.
Nor have I ever done so for that matter. And it's not their fault that I'm not emotionally close to all of them. Nor is it mine. Sometimes you have friends that you strictly have fun with. And you have those friends who you tell everything too. I love them both the same.

Speaking of love...lets talk about my love life.
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Okay next topic.
Lets talk about my LACK of a love life.
I don't really mind being single. But it's boring when you're not really attracted to anyone at school. And if you are attracted to them, they're either taken, not in the same state, or just too..out there...or not there..if you know what I mean.
Flirting is fun when you find someone to flirt with. I'm not very good at flirting anyway.

Overall, things are going well. My mind has really been on college and junk. I know I have another year but look..we're already done with the first month of the year. Jesus, I remember watching the ball drop. Time's flying by just as fast as I want it to.

Lately, I've just been letting things...flow. I'm not forcing anything, or hoping for anything. I'm just going with the flow. Making the most of everyday, cause I've wasted too much of my life being depressed and I'm trying my hardest to make up for it.

T-minus 5 days until the sleeping concert :D




Embrace Life.
Embrace Love.
Peace.